depression
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Everything I Did

-I achieved all them on my own… -I stopped to cry but I actually was crying inside… -The hard work was not the hardest thing. -The hardest thing was I had to edure to people who didn’t even believe me… -I always wanted to hug someone who will support me… -I didn’t find that person Continue reading
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You Have No Friend!

But… -You say that is okay. -You think it’s better to be alone rather than having fake friends. -You’ve always been backstabbed or they used your friendship. -And you couldn’t have true friends in your life. -Maybe you always wanted but they misunderstood you. -You cried in the night. -Your pillow got wet cause of Continue reading
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Dad

He lost his wife 3 years ago.Dealing all the problems with a broken heart…The tears inside you.You have 3 children and have to laugh a lot for them so they will be stronger. But you actually cries a lot at night if no one is around. AGENT QUEEN Continue reading
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The Story Behind Success

You can see a person who’s driving a Tesla,Lamborghini. And you would possible say: -Wow nice car. We all have our own goals.And want to achieve our dreams maybe you want to be rich,happy,cool,smart…You can extend the list with your dreams. But we actually forget the thing that we have to do something=hard/smart work. I Continue reading
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I Want To Be Alone!

-Because everyone that I trusted backstabbed me then… -No one wants to listen me.There is no reason now to talk… -I always have been treated like a trash.. -No one loved me enough… -I couldn’t be successful… I didn’t find the meaning of life to me yet… AGENT QUEEN Continue reading
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Heartbroken

-The people who backstabbed me and seemed like my friends… -The liars who made me fear of trusting to people… -The life…seemed first easy and innocent but stole my happiness and childhood in a young age… -Yeah…the real side of life is a hell… -Sometimes you wish that all what happened to be only a Continue reading
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The War of Emotions Inside Me

I don’t know what to do.I just..just can sit in front of my window,lock up my door and then start to cry.It makes me not anymore comfortable to have someone by my side.Because all of them left me as a lonely person and I don’t want to do this mistake anymore.So I don’t need someone Continue reading
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What Is Like To Have Breaking Feelings?
-Dear,you said you loved me. -Even If you said „I love you“ in 100 languages,it doesn’t matter If you don’t love like a „man“ -I never saw in your eyes a feeling or felt it. -You did the right thing with leaving me. -But I just allowed you to speak up. -I didn’t give the Continue reading
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In loneliness and Regrets

I made many mistakes of my life.In outside my friends were seeing me like I was so silence,funny,careless.I always accepted these words because I used to hear them.People never understands your true feelings or loves. Even they are your family and best friends, I really felt that they never knew exactly who I am what Continue reading
