AGENT QUEEN

All humans want to get attention from their lovers.Because this is our nature.And If we can’t get enough attention…We can find ouselves in a depression way and this can become a big problem.For example I always got jealous of my sister since she is born.

As a child…I had always deep emotions since my childhood.

-Mom,you don’t love me because I can’t do math.

-Oh my dear,why are you always ask about suicide?

-Give me your phone you can’t get is until you are good as psychological.

Or more…

-This school isn’t for you.

-Don’t even cry!Crying is only for weaks (shouting).

And the emotions a human whose lived a lot of problems like that and still alive…

-Mom I always trusted you but I’m getting more lonely day by day.I am so tired that no one understands me.That is why I always cried.I just…want to get attention from you.You always thought that I have been strong and could solve all the problems by myself.

-My sister…you always thought that I was cruel,cold and got jealous of you.You were right.But I was scared the thoughts of people this was the day.I decided to be cold and something cruel.

-It doesn’t mean I don’t need some care. I am a Human.Did you think I was a robot who likes to work and being a gangster.

I am not a gangster.I didn’t want to be an enemy of others.But the life forced me to do that.Actually I am fighting because of weakness not because of power.

I actually feel sorry for myself.Because no one will hug me like my mother,father and sister.

Dad,I need a mountain like you to recline my back…But there isn’t…

Agent Queen

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