The War of Emotions Inside Me

I don’t know what to do.I just..just can sit in front of my window,lock up my door and then start to cry.It makes me not anymore comfortable to have someone by my side.Because all of them left me as a lonely person and I don’t want to do this mistake anymore.So I don’t need someone to be by my side.I know all of them will leave me one day.

It’s difficult to have no one sometimes. Because you need a hug too or a beatiful word.But everyone in this world is not that lucky.Maybe you have some friends, it is good…

I actually sinking in the swamp which my emotions immersing me in.They are my past,my anger,my nerve…I can’t control all of them anymore they are so much.And now they are controlling me.

I never forgot that some people said me.Of course I don’t mind every word they said.But you know guys…it hurts…

-Oh you are a psychopath .

-I understand now why you are that quiet.

-You were always so mean.

-You are crazy,dump!Hey Guys did you see what she did!

-Idiot!

-This school is not for you!

-If you don’t,I will kick you out of the classroom!

These are my tragic memories from my school and my life. Yes life is full with them.I tried to look the full side.But there is only one life and I can’t igmore bad things. So just feeling the sadness and the tears in my eyes.

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